There
are times in life when we are forced to admit that we may be wrong, times when
if we are to have any integrity as Christians we must say publically that we
have been wrong. Today I have to do
that, today I have to eat humble pie and it’s a pretty large and tough slice.
When
The Fruitful Field consultation began I was a Student Minister at Wesley Study
Centre (WSC) in Durham and I admit that the main concern of many students was
how the proposal for a single Connexional hub would impact WSC; certainly that
was my own concern. Indeed, I spent some
days preparing an individual submission to the consultation arguing for the
retention of WSC, along with Queens Foundation, Birmingham and Wesley House,
Cambridge. I admit that my focus was
firmly on pre-ordination training of Student Ministers and that I gave very
little thought to the wider training proposals to open up more training
opportunities for Local Preachers, Lay Workers and other members of the
Methodist Church. This was partly
because I was commenting in the main on the type of training I was currently
undertaking but mostly because my focus was on trying to influence the
committee to the view that WSC should continue as a pre-ordination training institution.
More
recently I have engaged in debate in the UK Methodists group on Facebook
concerning The Fruitful Field and again have basically centred my arguments around
the need for WSC to stay open and to continue residential training for ordained
ministry in The Methodist Church. I have
done so out of a sense of loyalty to the institution that I believe has
prepared me very well to take up my station as a Probationer Minister (subject
to Conference) in September. I have done
so out of a sense of loyalty and deep respect for the Director and staff of
Wesley Study Centre. I have done so
because I believe that WSC’s links with Durham University Theology Department are
important. I have done so, finally,
because I believe that St John’s College benefits from the presence of
Methodist Student Ministers in its community and that Cranmer Hall (the
Anglican training institution) benefits from its close partnership with WSC.
Basically my personal opposition to The Fruitful Field report was focussed on the fact that it would mean the closure of WSC as a residential training institution for Student Ministers. I hadn’t thought too much about wider issues of training in the Methodist Church for anyone other than Student Ministers; I was failing to see the bigger picture.
Basically my personal opposition to The Fruitful Field report was focussed on the fact that it would mean the closure of WSC as a residential training institution for Student Ministers. I hadn’t thought too much about wider issues of training in the Methodist Church for anyone other than Student Ministers; I was failing to see the bigger picture.
The
bigger picture is that training in the Methodist Church must be about much more
than training those to be ordained as both academic and practical
theologians. It must be about training
Local Preachers, not only those ‘On Note’ and ‘On Trial’ but also those who are
fully accredited. It must be about
training Lay Workers for the important ministry that they undertake and it must
be about making available learning for any Methodist member who is interested
in deepening their discipleship and understand of the scriptures and theology.
The
bigger picture is that, like it or not, the Methodist Church has limited
financial resources. Whilst available
resources should not be the sole factor influencing the type and amount of
training we deliver as a church; indeed we should really consider what training
we need and then how we resource that training: we cannot do what we cannot afford
if we are to be responsible stewards of the resources God has currently given
to us.
The
bigger picture is that the Fruitful Field report was written in an atmosphere
of prayer and theological reflection, as stated in the report itself. It is easy to be cynical about this, but I
know at least one of those who sat on the committee and he is a committed
Christian with high personal integrity as, I am sure, are the other members of
that committee. I truly believe that as
they have worked on The Fruitful Field report they have tried to discern God’s
leading and guiding in all they have done.
I
am still sad that the Wesley Study Centre, a fruitful field in its own right,
will not be part of the new vision of training for the Methodist Church of
Great Britain. I value the training I
received there and the fellowship and love I found in that community more than
I can truly say. I am sad that the
committed staff team at WSC will eventually move on to other things, disrupting
their lives and those of their families: some may even face unemployment. My love is with them, as are my prayers for
their future. God raised up WSC for a
reason and perhaps that reason no longer exists, perhaps it is the right time
for closure, sad and perhaps angry though that may make staff and students and former
staff and students feel.
I
am sad, but also a little excited too.
Excited to be part of a church that dares to look at its whole system of
training and education and do something new so that many more people can benefit
from formation, learning, training, theological education, scholarship,
research and development.
As
a very good friend of mine said on Facebook, sometime we have to “prune the fruitful branches that the vine may be
even more fruitful.” As Jesus said in
Johns gospel, “every branch that does bear fruit he (God) prunes so that it
will be even more fruitful.
We
have two choices as Methodists; we can either oppose the Fruitful Field or
accept the democratic decision of our elected Conference representatives to
make sweeping changes in the areas of formation, learning, training,
theological education, scholarship, research and development and work as a
church to ensure that in these areas, as we should in all others, we offer to
God the very best we are capable of giving.
well said :-)
ReplyDeleteThank you, Sally. When I read the report again I found much that was good in it.
ReplyDeleteAs the decisions have been made we must all respect those decisions and work towards ensuring that we go forward and be the best we can be.
ReplyDeleteWe can't oppose it. The decision is made. However, you do put your finger on the heart of the matter: this is because Methodism has limited financial resources - in other words, this exercise has been budget-driven rather than vision-driven. I believe we have thrown out some very important treasures, and we will rue this day.
ReplyDeleteExactly. The decision is made and we all now need to work together as Methodist people to make the best we can of it for God and, as I say, there is much that is positive in Fruitful Field.
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