Apologies to
those of you who have clicked through to this blog post thinking it will give
you nutritional information. That’s not
what this is about. The balanced diet I
refer to is a balanced diet of Christian reading. Allow me to explain.
Up until
going to university the only Christian book I’d ever read was the Bible, the
RSV as a matter of fact. I’d been
vaguely aware that there was Christian literature available, but wasn’t all
that interested since my faith at that stage was of a very loose and notional
variety.
It was after
coming to a deeper understanding of the Christian faith and making a personal
commitment to Christ that I became aware of all the Christian books I’d been
missing out on, partly because I was given ‘The Cross & the Switchblade” as
a gift shortly after I made the commitment.
This book had me hooked from the first page and had a profound and
lasting influence upon my life and faith.
I soon found
the local Christian bookshop and devoured works by Christian authors like David
Watson, Michael Green, AW Tozer, Billy Graham and several more whose names escape
me. As the years passed and I married
and our daughter came along I continued with the reading I have always
loved. I read authors like Joyce Meyer,
RT Kendall, Martyn Lloyd-Jones and many more. They all had
one thing in common: they were all fundamentalist or evangelical Christian
authors and their writings confirm and strengthen what I now realise was an
evangelical faith that bordered on fundamentalist. It didn’t matter to me though, at the time,
as I was pretty intolerant, saw the world in black and white and thought that
anybody who didn’t agree with my faith stance was themselves lacking in
faith. I’m ashamed to admit it, but it
is true.
It was
following God’s call to become a Methodist Local Preacher that led to a change
of mind. I started on the ‘Faith &
Worship Course” and very early on requested a meeting with my Circuit
Superintendent. It seemed to me that the
course was far too liberal, questioning things that I didn’t feel needed to be
questioned and challenging what I believed were essentials of the Christian
faith, such as the inerrancy of scripture.
My very wise
Superintendent asked me about what I’d read by way of Christian literature and
commentaries over the years and gently suggested that maybe I should read books
by authors whose theological viewpoints I might now agree with. Because I trusted my Superintendent I did as
he suggested.
Over the
next few years, as I finished my Local Preacher training, candidating for
ministry and undergoing pre-ordination training, I read very widely. I read classics like John Robinson’s “Honest
to God”. I devoured the writings of
Karen Armstrong and John Shelby Spong. I
discovered the works of John Dominic Crossan and Marcus Borg and read essays by
other members of the Jesus Seminar. I
have found the works of Borg, and also Brian McLaren particularly helpful. That is not to say I haven’t continued to
enjoy works by evangelical authors too, particularly the works of NT Wright.
I haven’t
suddenly become a liberal, or a progressive or post-modern or any other label
you might wish to come up with. I have
had my faith challenged, on one occasion almost to the point of destruction;
but undertaking and maintaining a balanced diet of Christian reading has, for
the most part, been of enormous benefit to me both as a Christian disciple and Methodist
Probationer Presbyter. My understanding
of scripture has increased greatly and my preaching enriched as a result and my
faith is actually deeper and stronger.
If you only
ever read books from one Christian theological stand then, at the start of this
New Year, I urge you to deepen and
broaden your reading. It may challenge
you, it may surprise you and it may unnerve you but, ultimately, it will be
worth it.
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